i never thought that any of my friends from elementry and middle school would change.

what an ignorant thought.

so i havent blogged in 2 months or so and its been a very busy a 2 months and a lot of changes. some for the better, some for the worse. i no longer go to tallwood. how bitchin is that? Elliott picks me up in the mornings and we go to school. its so much stricter. but i dont miss talwood at all, it depressed me so much because the teachers and staff were so terrible and i had no one to see and i was losing everything i had and i wasnt learning anything. i seriously feel for anyone who has to go to that school. but now i go to good ol’ kempsville high and get a fine education. my new earth science teacher is a drag, he goes into like 40 minute rants, its awesome but yet sucks at the same time. my world history teacher is awesome, shes nice but gives so much work. i have lunch with sick people. my english teacher is sick and english is a dope class. i heard my pe teacher kicked some girl’s dad’s ass. my spanish2 teacher is a bitch, she gave me a detention my 2nd week there. and my intro to alg teacher is fucking awesome.

anyways, i went to NJ/NYC over chrismas break and hung out with a lot of people on new years. i saw the sickest shit in NYC, like this black dude going off about the white man, and other music and it was just awesome. new years was cool. now it’s 2007. it’s almost unbelievable because 5 months ago i was preparing myself for a bunch of changes and expected everything to settle down by now, and it isnt. shit is constantly changing and it feels different. i’m gaining friends and losing friends too. some friends that ive shared many years with and it hurts, but people change. i change for the most part. i want to play shows again so bad. i miss it a lot. i miss loading everything up for a 20 minute set, getting off, feeling awkward because i’m a perfectionist asshole who never thinks he did a good job, and wondering if anyone, atleast just 1 person i didnt know liked what i did. i miss seeing all the people come out just for me. i miss getting food afterwards and laughing about the show and how i fucked up or how good i did.

what i really miss is july, august, september and october. i miss going to norfolk everyweekend almost, i miss walking around norfolk, i miss being with friends i love. things are always changing. things settle for 1-3 weeks and some huge change happens. my mom is quitting her other job to watch ava in the mornings. this means zeros is going to be her primary job. thank god i have my own job because im going to feel bad hitting her up for money. i mean, my dads out to sea, my moms always working, nice and crystal are always fighting, and i just dont ever want to come home. i’m eligable for my permit in less than 2 months. how sick is that? i drove last night down my road, did a u turn and circled a court. how sick is that? i’m writing songs again, but different songs, more intamite songs, songs that have meaning, call me em0 but i really dont give a fuck because i know i’m not and im getting rid of these thick rimmed black glasses l8r! me and elliott are playing a “show” saturday night at an open mic night up the road. since we’re always jamming on guitar and flow pretty good we’re going to do a freestyle jam for the audience because its so awesome.

i miss joanna.
i miss taylor.
i miss the summer.
i miss my dad being here.

but theres a lot of things i dont miss.

i’m just being stupid.

this summer is going to kick ass and hopefully it gets here soon.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WESLEY OUT!

i’ve been really ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahhhhhhh latley
update on that 4 day weekend, yeah it was whack.
thanksgiving was cool, but yet depressing.
friday wasn’t a great day.
saturday was honestly one of the worst days of my year. top 10 maybe.
the night made it better though, i hung out with elliott
sunday was rad but yet whack.

now it’s today. monday. my life might change for the better in the next 3 weeks, i’m kind of excited but i shouldn’t get my hopes up.
tomorrow is an A day and i am dreadding it.

i hate A days.

i’m ready for this year to be over already.

good god please let this shit work out please please please please.

this 4 day weekend has really really really sucked.

it’s already saturday

so after school friday donald couldnt come over that day because his mom was out of town. i was really bored and wanted to get out. i got a hold of elliott and he came and got me. we hit up 711 then went to donalds house just to say hi for a bit. we hung out and found his sisters baby doll that resembled a baby pretty well. i ripped its arm off. then we just went with it, kicking it around. we took it out side and started throwing it on the street and shit ahah. things lead to another and we had axe, harisprary, spraypaint and a lighter. we set that shit on fire and then ran it over with the malvas machine 2. we went to take donald back to his grandmas house and took it with us. he threw it at a car. good times. me and elliott went home, cooked a pizza, jammed for a while and hit bed around midnightish.

we woke up saturday at 12:20, i took a shower and got all ready and elliott just waited ahah, we went to party city and i picked up these dope glasses. we went to donalds and hung out there for a couple minutes. he had this hunter vest and i wore it, i looked pretty weird with the glasses and the vest. we left and hit up alpha music. some kid was playing blink182 covers. uh gay. left there and hit up lynnhaven. i had my favorite asian food for the first time in a long time. probably since the summer. it was pretty awesome. we walked around for a while, and went to kmart over by hilltop because we were going to stay the night at elliotts. met some friends of donalds, went to target and saw these kids standing outside for the wii (the new nintendo gaming system.) oh yeah, and we hit up a pawn shop too. inside target we decided we were going to go back to elliotts house, get his camera, make a “documentry” about these kids standing outside and mess with them for fun. ahah. i bought this cool ass hat at target too, now my transformation was complete. i looked like i was in hiding or something. so we came back with our video camera and started interviewing these guys, we were actually trying to be serious and stuff and they were starting to be douche bags and raciests. these are the kind of sarcastic gaming faggots who got their ass beat in high school and shit. they started adding “wii” at the beginning of words like “wii-tards” we starting dissing them and they were like “you guys are wii-mos” as in “emos” LoL! so on our way back to the malvas machine2 we found this razor. we drove past them and i rolled down my window, my whole boday outisde of it and i made the motion as if i was slitting my wrists and yelled “I’M WII-MO YOU WII FAGGOTS!” good times. we went home and elliotts mom wanted to see it and after seeing it she wanted to take us back up there, so i put on a neckbrace (for fun) and went back up there. the douche bags didnt want to talk to us, they were too hyped up on mt. dew and pringles. we talked about these dudes who were buying wii’s to sell them on ebay. they were actually pretty cool. we went over to super kmart and note that i still look really fucking weird with these glasses, this rabbit hat, a hunters vest, 4 layers of clothing under it, and a neckbrace on. we were walking around superk and this mexican chick starts staring at me and i go “HI!” and she gives me this look as if she is scared. me and donald go to the bathroom and she asks us what we’re doing. “uhh going to the bathroom…” “okay.” it was weird dude. after that we went home and slept. got to bed around 2 or 3.

today we woke up around 11, had an awesome breakfast, we all went and saw king neptune at the oceanfront, and saw these sk8rs. not to mention the couple headturns due to my apperance. elliott took us home, me and donald took a shower, me, him and moms went to mexican, took donald home and now im home to a boring sunday night.

woo hoo.

yo but thanksgiving this weekend! yeah yeyaheha ! 2 days of school yehaheyha! its gonna rock mang!

i really miss my boo though.

i went through my old livejournal entries today. ahahah man they made me crack up.

as of yesterday, i’m working out and shit. i’m lifting weights and stuff. im sick of going to school and seeing that everyone is bigger than me. having the body of a 12 year old might be chic, but it’s def not for me man. i mean, im not getting hulk hogan huge, just no fat and somewhat of muscle. hopefully by the summer i’ll have something going i guess.

i ran into an old “friend” today. i didnt say anything to her, i just kept playing my mexicanno nylon stringed guitar in musicians friend. laughed in my head.

i miss joanna so much. iksadklgadsklngkln i guess i’ll go to sleep and dream about you.

yo on the real if i did not pass my alg test i am going to kill someone. i was the first one to finish cuz i kick ass dude. i am going to kick alg’s ass this 9 weeks, for real. i’m going to do every bullshit paper capeheart gives me, so at the end of the first semester i can go down to the office and tell them how shitty she is and prove i did all my work. or just pass because im badass. i feel so dumb in that class, because i know the shit already, i just don’t remember it and mrs capeheart can’t teach at all. BLEAH

english kicked ass today that story we read was so badass.

i’ve been thinking so much latley. the future looks so good. i hope i like don’t die soon, that would suck because im looking forward to the future. a lot of things happening now is just answers to my questions i had a couple months ago.

i know things are like now. ive found my comofort zone.

fuck it. i’m going to read the bible.

today felt like winter so much. the past 5 days its felt like august. it was mad whack. i walked out this morning and it was freezing, damp grounds, cloudy skys and the trees were making noises. it was pretty dope. the kid at my bus stop does karate moves and shit. (note to self: do not get in the way of him he will kick your ass.) today felt so long, then short. it’s unexplainable how i feel at school. it seems like i’m saying it sucks, but it really isn’t that bad. the only classes i really can’t stand going to is math and PE. math because my teacher is fucking retarded i want to be switched out and PE because i dont know anyone, and everyone there is either annoying or weird. everything else is tolerable. actually, i really like world history. i’m also feeling science sometimes. spanish is dope too.

work tomorrow. atleast it gives me something to do. i feel like i never do shit on monday and wendesday nights. having a job kicks ass sometmies and other times it sucks. most of the time it kicks ass. zeros is really easy and im not complaining about my pay check.

i can’t wait for 2007. i’m done with this year man. too much has happened, and ive got another month plus for more shit to happen. i hope these last couple weeks of 06 just passes by.

wife swap tonight. how dope is that? they cut it off last wek for the CMA. how gay is that? word.

great day. great night. we stayed the night at elliotts moms house on 16th street. that night we got an interesting phone call from a “Lindsey Brown” tottally different story.

sunday we woke up around 11:30, went home, showered sat around and mom took donald home. i came back, cooked a pizza and sat around. it’s been such a depressing day. im about to go to sleep. i have school tomorrow, gah its a Bday. i kind of like them because i dont see a lot of people, pbut it kind of depresses me not seeing people. i hate how i go to tallwood and dont see people i used to. i dont want to start all over meeting people. i’m so timid at school and so not timid outside of school. i get constantly thrown around by my feelings man. ahah i guess another way of putting it is i dont know if i’m the nerdy kid with glasses or the badass kid with glasses. fuck glasses im getting contacts soon. i always break my glasses, because im so hardcore. i shouldnt worry about if im the nerdy kid or the badass kid or not. i’m wesley bunch, and im just that i guess. fuck man i hate school. atleast thanksgiving is coming up, it’s really being overlooked this year. kmart already has their cool christmas blow ups and stuff. it’s sad, pilgrims don’t get what they deserve. dont h8 indianz mang. be thankfull?

whatever, i’m going to sleep.

it’s sunday. i hate sundays. they’re so pointless unless you’re very spiritual or enjoy being lazy. i used to enjoy being lazy, sitting around, doing nothing but watching TV. Thank god those days are over. Shit has changed a lot the past 3 months. 3 months ago it was august. lots of stuff turned around, for the better and for the worse. well, i don’t know if it’s “worse” maybe, challenging. shit that happens in life youre not expecting. dad’s been gone for a month and it seems like he’s been gone for longer. i’m used to it mang. but anyways, 3 months ago i was sitting in a very different boat. dad was here, there wasnt a baby in the house i wasn’t regretting waking up at 6 in the morning every weekday nor was i, i was 14. just shit is so fdifferent now. i was anticipating this. this year has been like a rollercoaster.
-found out im an uncle
-grandpa had triple bipass surgery
-the girl i love was constantly cheating on me
-said goodbye to all my friends, seeing as i am going to a different high school than them
-dad made cheif
-dad left for 7 months
-played lots of shows
-finally got rid of the girl
-met a wonderful person who i care about so much now
-had awesome times over the summer

i knew in august that shit was gonna turn either shitty or awesome. not unti after september 4th did i know what was really going on. the first couple weeks of september were so shitty.
then, this girl made everything go by so fast. made everything not so bad, made the sun come up and down without everything happening collapse on me. life is good.

it’s sunday mang. we just had a 4 day weekend due to the end of the first grading period. life is dope. Wednesday night me elliott and carlos hit up guitar center in elliotts new truck. we also hit up taco bell.

thursday elliott came over and we recorded drums. it felt so awesome to be recording because thats what i want to do when i grow up. i want to make music, i mean, like record it. i think that producing music and mixing it and making everything sound so badass together is so much harder than picking up a guitar and playing it, writing lyrics and singing them, sitting down and playing piano. putting it down and making eveything sound in unison is so much harder. i envy those who can do that shit, and unfortunatly people don’t realize how much work was put into making the recording on your CD sound so fresh, so clean, so crisp. that night me and elliott hit up kempsvilles last game. it was fun, got to see some awesome people idont get to see anymore (see above). went home alone and slept. i slept so good for the first time in a long time.

friday elliott came and got me late in the day and we picked up donald. we went running around for a while at lynnahven and stuff. i dont remember much, i dont do drugs, i just had a terrible memory, shut up dude. it’s why i blog, so i can remember this shit in a couple months.

saturday i woke up late. i had slept in and it was awesome. we took a shower got ready sat around and elliott came and pickedus up, we went to norfolk and hit up mccarther mall. didnt stay there very long. all three of us are interested in getting jobs at the boot which is RTR’s new restruant place in ghent. so we drove down there after hitting up RTR and chatting with josh for a moment. it didnt open till 5 and it was 4:30. we were hungry so we hit up the chinese place across the street. they had good hot tea. came back, talked to the dude in charge, wrote down are info and we’re waiting for a response. it’s pretty chill because i have a job at Zeros. no biggie, but i hope elliott or donald gets a job. that night we hit up the ocean front and i got to see joanna